Contemplative Tomorrow Song

The support has been wonderful…

Really you've all made this time so much easier…

But I'm tired… I"m tired of suffering…..

I'm afraid that…… This may be my time…

it's ok….

Time ticks another second is gone,

far as I'm concerned it's probably just best to move on,

and best to be strong, and best to be calm,

...Best to do whatever get's me beyond,,,,

I'm in pain but I patiently write,

I'm a patient where the walls are all painted in white,

I live with thoughts of taking my life,

and I'm praying for God to take me tonight……..

but

I still know I'll find tomorrow.

Another day to wash away...

Another day to fill with sorrow,

Another day to fill with pain….

Can't complain, made it to 25,

..I should be happy just to say that I'm alive,

and I should have some pride…. besides.

how many times I was close to my demise,

I watch it all and laugh,

I see the colour in the solid black…

I live with thoughts of taking my life,

and I'm praying to God to take me tonight…

but

I still know I'll find tomorrow.

Another day to wash away...

Another day to fill with sorrow,

Another day to fill with pain….

and

There's a bible by the side of my bed - a king james,

left for suffering souls that feel pain,

to seek a little solace and hold to the moments,

that bind us together in the day….

….So I float in the shape of grace,

and wait for a grave to take my place….

With thoughts of taking my life.

praying to God to take me tonight….

but

I still know I'll find tomorrow. I know….

Another day to wash away... huh...

Another day to fill with sorrow,

Another day to fill with pain….